• The Good Immigrant

    The Good Immigrant

    I’ve been trying to make an effort to read more diverse voices and educate myself more on perspectives different from my own.

    This book was a collection of essays by 21 different writers, writing on what it means to be Black, Asian and Minority Ethnic in Britain today.

    The essays brought perspectives that I’d never thought of before, they were insightful and brilliant, but also sad and heart-breaking. To read first-hand about how it feels to be treated like a foreigner in a country you were born in (and your parents and their parents), just because people judge you on your appearance. It definitely made me consider how much privilege I have solely based on a factor of my genes.

    “We’re not seen as human, because we never get to be complex individuals. Our defining characteristic is generally our foreignness.”

    Each of the 21 essays has a different style, some are funny, some are definitely not, but all of them made me question how a 21st century society can still be like this. Where we hold up people of colour if they win medals or tv competitions, but treat the people around us with contempt, suspicion or downright unqualified hatred.

    I really appreciated this book’s UK centric collection of authors – I’ve read a few other books in this genre over the last couple of years, but they tend to have an american focus so feel less relatable or easier to brush off as ‘happening over there’, but this was so close to home.

    The book was also published by a crowd-funded publisher, which is pretty cool! I’ve never seen that before!

    I would highly recommend this book to anyone wanting to read more diversely and learn more about inequality on today’s Britian – not an ‘easy’ read in terms of subject matter, but the essay format meant it was easy to read a section then spend time thinking about it before moving onto the next.

    My rating: 4.5Average rating: 4.38
    272 pages. Published in: 2016
    Read in Paperbackon 23rd January -7th March 2021
  • Elle McNicoll – A Kind of Spark

    Elle McNicoll – A Kind of Spark

    I picked up this book after seeing it advertised on social media by Waterstones and I didn’t really know what to expect, apart from the fact that the cover really stood out to me. I’m so glad I took a chance.

    In the book we meet Addie, an 11 year old girl from a small town in Scotland. When she learns at school that her town held witch trials, she immediately feels a connection to the women that were killed for being different.

    You see, Addie is autistic, and she struggles to fit in at school as she’s different too. Her best friend has just decided to be best friends with someone else, her teacher is the hugest bully of all, and her older sister has gone off to uni. It’s safe to say she’s not having the easiest time.

    So when she stands up at the town meeting to say that she wants a memorial built for the ‘witches’ and she gets turned down, it’s not something she can forget.

    We follow Addie as she tries to make sure these women are remembered as more than just witches.

    Aimed at a young audience, the book is a great way to introduce children to the topic of neurodiversity. In such a gentle way, the author introduces you to the behaviours that Addie has that some people would not consider normal, and because we’re inside Addie’s head, we learn about how we can be supportive rather than judgmental.

    I genuinely loved Addie as a character, she was forceful and determined, and I felt connected to her almost immediately. Which made the book really hard to read in some places, like the ‘thesauraus incident’ (no spoilers) which made me want to cry for how awful it was.

    I would definitely recommend this book to any parent of young children. The story was fantastically engaging and will help children to learn that being different is not a bad thing. I loved it.

    My rating: 4.5Average rating: 4.73
    192 pages. Published in: 2020
    Read in Paperbackon 13th-23rd February 2021
  • Tony Evans – A Kid’s Guide to the Names of Jesus

    Tony Evans – A Kid’s Guide to the Names of Jesus

    I requested this book as an advance reading copy from NetGalley as I thought it might be useful for my youth groups. Although the book is pitched at a lower age range than I usually teach, I thought it would have some material that would be helpful.

    And I think I was mostly right. I think actually if I was to use this book with my teenagers, I wouldn’t have to do much adaptation in terms of aging the material upwards as some of it was pretty complex stuff (I had to read some parts a couple of times to get it and I’m definitely wayyyy above the target age range).

    One of the reasons I don’t think I’d use this book with my groups is that it was very American. And that’s not meant to be an insult, just that the stories in the book that are supposed to make it more relatable just weren’t for me and wouldn’t be for my teens.

    However my bigger problem was that there were a couple of parts I read where I cringed a little bit.

    There’s a section where the author compares the spreading of sin to the spreading of coronavirus. And I know that it was meant more to describe how fast and wide sin spreads, but when I first read it my immediate reaction was “did they just say that coronavirus was caused by sin?!”. And I know that’s not what they’re saying, but if that was my reaction, I wouldn’t want my teens to think that too, especially knowing how deeply Covid has affected people. I think it’s just an analogy that’s too close to home.

    There’s also a part which goes into the literal creation story, which we’ve talked about at youth group before and about how we don’t think it should be taken literally, but the book is very clear on its opinions and I think that would put my kids off.

    All in all, I think this book was a great way to introduce kids to the many different names of Jesus and how we can see the different aspects of who he is, but I don’t think the book was really one for me.

    My rating: 3Average rating:
    128 pages. Published in: 2021
    Read in Ebookon 30th January – 23rd February 2021
  • She Reads Truth – Esther

    She Reads Truth – Esther

    I absolutely loved this study. I’ve been struggling to commit to spending time in my Bible and a two week study felt like a perfect opportunity in the run up to Lent.

    I knew the rough outline of the story of Esther, but this is the first time I’ve read the whole book through, and it was such an eye opener.

    First of all, I never realised that God isn’t mentioned by name in the whole book of Esther, because it feels really clear that God is all over the story.

    I loved the focus of the study book on the ‘coincidences’ and ‘reversals of fortune’ and the questions at the end of each day which made me focus on what I’d read. I was shocked by how many times things were turned on their head in such a short book.

    And as always, a beautifully put together and laid out book by the wonderful people at She Reads Truth.

  • Stephenie Meyer – Midnight Sun

    Stephenie Meyer – Midnight Sun

    Ahhhhhh nostalgia. This book felt like a hefty dose of comfort, taking me back to my teenage-self who read the Twilight series repeatedly for a few years. I loved those books so much, and although in hindsight they’re not the best books in the world, they’re what got me into reading fantasy, and for that I’m thankful.

    Midnight Sun is basically the first Twilight book (not all three, like I originally thought from the size of it), but written from Edward’s perspective, not Bella’s.

    Because of that, it felt hugely familiar; the same story but from a different angle. It did, however, answer a lot of questions that I had when reading Twilight, and it shone some insight onto some of the strange behaviour that you kind of just accept in those original books. It also gives you a lot more backstory and allows you to see some of the torment that Edward’s character goes through.

    That said, the book felt about 50% longer than it needed to be, and when I got to about two-thirds of the way through I was kind of just willing it to finish. I enjoyed that we were inside Edward’s head, but boy can he go on and on and on.

    I think what I may have appreciated more is either a shorter book, or perhaps for this book to have covered all three of the original Twilight series, so that it didn’t feel like it dragged quite so much. Maybe it just felt like it dragged because I already knew the story and if I had been reading it fresh it wouldn’t have felt the same, but I also feel like the book doesn’t mean anything if you haven’t read Bella’s side of the story first.

    All in all, it was great for reminiscing, but I probably won’t be compulsively re-reading it like I did for the first series as a teen.

    My rating: 3Average rating: 3.33
    768 pages. Published in: 2020
    Read in Hardbackon 25th January – 13th February 2021
  • Sarah Bessey – A Rhythm of Prayer

    Sarah Bessey – A Rhythm of Prayer

    I received this book as a free copy in exchange for a review from NetGalley.

    I thought this was a great collection of prayers and meditations, although like some previous NetGalley books, I think my experience was diminished by the fact it was an ebook not a physical copy (this is in no way a reflection on the book itself, I just feel like it would lend itself better to something physical).

    The book is comprised of contributions from a number of well-known and not so well-known (to me at least) authors, but although I couldn’t directly relate to each chapter, I could tell each one was written filled with heart and soul. Some were written to be read as a prayer, some as a guide to prayer, some as a meditation on how the author experiences prayer.

    What the book wasn’t, was a book of straightforward prayers you could just reel off before you go to bed. It was full of challenge and things to make you think more deeply. It was full of ideas to make you think more creatively about the way that you’re praying. For example, one of the ideas was written in the form of a recipe which was so inspired and completely unique.

    I think if I read this book a hundred times, a hundred different things would resonate with me, it’s the kind of book you want to come back to again and again to feel lifted and provoked into action by the words contained within.

    I would like to share a couple of my favourite quotes, to give you a flavour of what you might expect:

    “They prayed living room prayers because you don’t have to be inside the four walls of a church to cry out to the God who made you. Because no matter where you sing or scream or whisper God’s ears can hear you. And despite what the laws say or what our human flaws say God’s ears don’t play favourites.”

    Isn’t this a perfect prayer for the situation we find ourselves in now, all separated from each other and from the church building we would usually gather in. How comforting to be reminded that God can always hear us.

    “You don’t have to be productive and you don’t have to change the world. You’re already so loved.

    You don’t have to be smart. You don’t have to be simple. You don’t have to read all the right books by the right people. You’re already so loved.”

    I could share many more quotes, they’re all saved in my phone for me to come back to when I need reminding of how loved I am and how precious my relationship with God is. But I would whole-heartedly recommend you pick up a copy of this book. If it’s physical, make use of the journalling space at the back, and just savour the beautiful words within.

    My rating: 4Average rating: 4.71
    176 pages. Published in: 2021
    Read in Ebookon 14th-26th January 2021
  • Margery Williams – The Velveteen Rabbit

    Margery Williams – The Velveteen Rabbit

    Before I read this book, I felt like I was very familiar with the story. I never read it as a child, but since using the Calm meditation app, this has become my favourite sleep story read by Anna Acton.

    It turns out, however, that the sleep story is so good at its job that I was only really familiar with the first quarter of the book and the rest was completely unknown.

    If you’ve not read it, the story is about a toy rabbit made from velveteen (which is apparently a fabric that imitates velvet – may seem obvious but yes, I googled it!). He’s bought for a boy for Christmas, but quickly becomes forgotten about in favour of other flashier toys.

    He speaks to another toy called the Skin Horse about what it means to become real, and from that point on it’s all he wants. And when it looks like he might be about to get his wish, something happens to get in the way. I don’t want to give away any spoilers so I won’t say anymore.

    I thought it was such a sweet story about childhood love, and although it definitely brought tears to my eyes, there were funny bits too, like when the velveteen rabbit comes face to face with some real rabbits.

    I wish I’d read this as a child, and I’ll definitely be saving this book to come back to in future.

    My rating: 4.5Average rating: 4.29
    32 pages. Published in: 1922
    Read in Paperbackon 24th January 2021
  • Cecelia Ahern – Postscript

    Cecelia Ahern – Postscript

    PS, I Love You was my favourite book for a very long time but as it came out so long ago I had resigned myself to never hearing anything else about Holly and her beloved Gerry.

    So when I saw that there was actually finally a sequel, it was a must read! In fact, I was so excited that I also ordered a copy for my sister too.

    I don’t want to give away too many spoilers here, but this is in the blurb so I think it’s okay – seven years on from Gerry’s death, Holly thinks she’s moved on and is doing okay – she has a new relationship and a job and she seems happy.

    But when she’s approached by a set of people called the PS, I Love You Club who have been inspired by her story and want to do the same for their loved ones, it brings everything back and all of a sudden her life starts to shift again.

    We follow Holly on a journey through the members of this club and it brings back so many memories not just for Holly of Gerry, but for me of the first book which I loved so much.

    I’m sure you can probably guess this already, but you’re going to need tissues for reading this – I definitely got through a few. But although it was sad, it was full of hope and good feelings and I just loved it.

    My rating: 5Average rating: 3.67
    400 pages. Published in: 2019
    Read in Paperbackon 16th-23rd January 2021
  • Rev. Chris Lee – The OMG Effect

    Rev. Chris Lee – The OMG Effect

    I’ve been following Rev. Chris on instagram for a while and have loved his 60 second sermons that he posts to give a brief moment of pause during the day. When I saw that he was bringing out a book, I had to pre-order it.

    Each chapter in the book starts with one of Chris’ 60 second sermons, then continues on with that topic. Topics including Positivity, Prayer, Humble Confidence, Death and Grief, and Love.

    Each chapter is part personal story, part sermon/explanation and fully backed with biblical truth. The book equally would suit dipping in and out for a particular topic, or like I did, reading all the way through.

    So many times through the book, I felt completely seen, like it was just what I needed to read right now, so perfectly timed.

    “The modern world is so noisy and invasive, and nor do we help ourselves much when it comes to finding inner peace. Your alarm goes off in the morning and wrenches you from sleep. You immediately look at the worrying news on your phone, and then move on to your social network feeds. You grab a quick breakfast and put the radio or TV on, then on the commute to work you’ve probably got earphones on, listening to music. Then, once at work, perhaps you put your computer on and go straight into ‘task’ mode. But at what point have you taken a breath and been sufficiently still, to remind yourself that you are an amazing creative human being waking up to a fresh and beautiful day that is full of amazing possibilities?”

    I think if I could take one thing from reading this, it would be the need to slow down and spend time with God. The chapter on prayer particularly gave me a lot to think about, but there were valuable and relatable insights to take from each chapter.

    “Just as the sea drains all rivers but never fills up, social media consumes all your time and never blinks as it drinks”

    I would recommend this book to anyone, Christian or not. There’s a lot to take from it even if you don’t believe, but if you do, there’s so much more depth. I’ll leave you with this closing quote from Rev. Chris:

    “I want you to know that God loves you in all your fragility, even when you doubt yourself. Never forget your worth, and that your very life is a miracle.”

    My rating: 5Average rating:
    208 pages. Published in: 2020
    Read in Hardbackon 9th-14th January 2021
  • Sister Wendy Beckett – The Art of Holy Week and Easter

    Sister Wendy Beckett – The Art of Holy Week and Easter

    Having no art background and having not ever gone to art galleries or spent time looking at art, I’m probably not the target audience for this book.

    But then again, maybe I’m exactly the target audience, because I found this book absolutely fascinating.

    Filled with some pictures that I’d seen before and a lot I’d never come across, this book opened my eyes to the deeper meanings behind the canvas.

    Each picture comes alongside a blurb explaining what we see and a deeper explanation of the meaning behind some of the elements of the painting. Things that I’d never consider, like why a particular painting may be light in one area and dark in another and what significance that might have.

    “It is a supremely beautiful picture, where light and shade in themselves are used to tell a story; the darkness, the shadow, is passing away to the upper right and light is coming in, flooding over Jesus and calling him back to the warmth of the world. “

    Guercino | The Dead Christ mourned by Two Angels | NG22 | National Gallery,  London

    I guess these might be things that other people would just see and understand, but for an art newbie like me, there were some real lightbulb moments.

    As I said before, some of the paintings in the book I had definitely seen in the past, but some of them were completely new to me. All of them however had something to say.

    I think the only dampener on my experience was the fact that because I’m reading this as an advanced copy from NetGalley, it’s in ebook format and this book doesn’t really lend itself well to an ebook – the pictures were really small so I had to keep Googling them on my phone to appreciate them properly – I’d definitely recommend choosing a physical copy over digital.

    I think this would be the perfect book to read over lent, taking a picture each day and allowing yourself time to just sit and appreciate the details, before allowing Sister Wendy’s beautiful words to complete that picture for you and praying over the things that you can see.

    What better way to lead up to Easter Sunday than to appreciate how different artists have interpreted the events of Holy Week and Easter, and have those paintings explained to you with such passion and depth of knowledge.

    My rating: 4.5Average rating:
    96 pages. Published in: 2021
    Read in E-Bookon 11th-13th January 2021