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Krish Kandiah – Faitheism

“When we are not afraid to talk about our beliefs, our conversations are richer as a result.”
So is the basis for this thought-provoking book by Krish Kandiah.
Each chapter presents two opposing viewpoints of Christianity vs Atheism for example “Christians are boring / Atheists are fun”. Each one is split into four sections: Collision, Collusion, Contention and Collaboration, exploring different sides to the chapter subject. And what I really liked was that each chapter ended with some discussion questions. I didn’t read this as part of a group, so I just used them as pointers to make me think, but it would be great as part of a reading group.
Filled with personal insights and anecdotes, I found this book really very helpful. I once spent an hour on a train next to a very vocal atheist who was unwilling to listen to anything I said, and had a list of prepared arguments as to why God couldn’t possibly exist. Had I read this book before, I would have been better armed for that conversation.
As well as making me think about the fact that we have “more in common”, the book also challenged some behaviours that we’re all guilty of, and as Christians, maybe should be trying to avoid.
I find myself spending far more time thinking about how I can increase my own personal pleasure than I do thinking about those around me. I am ashamed to say that I am more often inclined to be keeping up with the Joneses, than keeping up with Jesus. “What would the Joneses do?” is often higher on my happiness agenda than “What would Jesus do?”.
I’d recommend this book to anyone, newly Christian or lifelong, whether you speak regularly to atheists or not. I picked up so much from this book that will stay with me and I think most people will be able to do the same.
261 pages. Published in: 2018Read in Paperbackon 1st-30th December 2019 -
Ewa Jozefkowicz – Girl 38

At the start of this book, we’re introduced to Kat, a young girl who loves nothing more than to draw her comic books. Her parents work long hours and she’s often alone, and she’s feeling out of touch with her childhood best friend Gem, who is becoming more and more like a tyrant than a friend.
So when Kat gets talking to the old lady next door, it seems like a world will be opened to her that will make her feel less lonely. And the new boy that starts at school, it seems like they could be friends, if only Gem would stop involving Kat in her plans to bring him down.
Through Kat’s elderly next door neighbour, we’re transported to Poland in world war two, as Ania tells Kat the story of how she escaped from the clutches of the army on multiple occasions. Intermingled with this is the story of present day Kat, and also the comic book stories that she is writing.
Personally for me, I think the comic book story added a dimension too much – it was three different plot lines to keep up with and I ended up skim reading these bits to get back to the main storyline.
I loved this book, another kids book that felt quite raw for younger children and I would say would be more young adult, but then again, children need to know what happened before so we can ensure it doesn’t happen again.
125 pages. Published in: 2019Read in E-bookon 28th-29th December 2019 -
Kevin Murphy & Laurence O’Keefe – Heathers: The Musical

I went to see Heathers last year when it was in the west end – mainly because one of my favourite actresses (Carrie Hope Fletcher) was in it, but it turned out to be one of the best musicals I’ve seen – and completely not what I expected.
While I was there, I picked up this script as a memento of what I’d seen, and today I spent a fabulous couple of hours reading through the script while listening to the soundtrack. It brought back all the memories of being in that theatre and watching it live – I wish I could go back and do it again!
I’ve not watched the film yet, but if you’ve seen the film I’ve heard that the musical is quite different. The songs are so catchy though, it was impossible to read the script without singing along.
Unfortunately, the themes and the language are a bit too ‘grown-up’ for my youth group ages, so it’s not something we’d ever be able to do with them and the script book will go unused, but it will sure bring back some fabulous memories each time I read it!

Jodie Steele, Carrie Hope Fletcher, T’Shan Williams and Sophie Isaacs in Heathers The Musical -
Ele Fountain – Boy 87

Oh. Em. Gee. This book was filed in the children’s book section of my library app, so I didn’t quite expect what was coming. Not an easy read, for sure, but definitely one that was worth reading. I started this when I got into bed at 10.30pm on boxing day and basically stayed awake til after 2pm because I simply couldn’t put it down.
We start the book with a ship capsizing in the middle of the ocean and a boy struggling to get to the surface. Then no sooner has it started, we rewind back to the beginning of the story.
Shif is an ordinary boy of 14. He lives with his mum and his little sister, he goes to school (favourite subject is maths), and he loves playing chess with his best friend Bini. But when his mum realises he’s about to be taken away to do his mandatory military service, and that because his dad has already been ‘disappeared’ by the government, the chances are that they will do the same for him, they hatch a plan for Shif and Bini to be smuggled from the country.
But the night before Shif and Bini are due to leave, the soldiers come for them and bundle them away to a prison in the middle of the desert. I say prison, it’s basically a shipping container – no windows, no air, a bucket for a toilet. Roasting hot during the day, and freezing cold during the night.
When Shif and Bini get inside, they realise that their new cell-mates have been there for a long time, and the likelihood is that they won’t be leaving either. But their cell-mates have been waiting for a new arrival for a while. They know that they will never leave, but they don’t want their stories to be lost, to die unknown in the middle of nowhere.
So they hatch a plan to help Shif and Bini escape from the prison, but that’s only the start of the nightmare for the poor boys.
Heart-breakingly written in first person, the perspective only served to amplify the horrors of what was happening. I couldn’t help but think of the 14 year olds in the youth group I lead and I could hardly bear to imagine them in a situation like this.
I was honestly in shock for a large proportion of this book, it was so brutal and raw and completely unexpected for a book that was in the children’s section. I’d say it’s definitely more young adult than children’s, the topics may be quite hard to understand for a smaller child, even though I think it’s important we all realise the reality of what’s happening across the world.
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Matt Haig – Reasons to Stay Alive

Wow. All I can say is that I wish I’d read this book way before now. I’ve been struggling with my mental health this year and if I’d read this book in January/February, I may have had a much easier time of it.
Part an autobiography of Matt Haig’s own experiences. and part advice on how to cope with mental health problems like depression and anxiety, I genuinely think that everyone should read this book.
As well as a story of how the author learned to live with depression and anxiety, like the blurb says, it’s also “an upbeat, joyous and very funny exploration of how to live better, love better, read better and feel more. “
It made me realise that a lot of the things I’ve been feeling over the past year (and have felt embarassed to talk about) are not unique to myself and that talking shouldn’t be scary, but also that it could have been much much worse and I’ve been quite lucky.
I don’t really know how to say more about this, so I think I’ll just finish by sharing my favourite quotes and just urge you to read this book yourself, before you need to read it, or before it’s too late.
“You need to feel life’s terror to feel it’s wonder – would I change the way I am?”
“Understand, for instance, that having a sad thought, even having a continual succession of sad thoughts, is not the same as being a sad person. You can walk through a storm and feel the wind but you know you are not the wind.”
“Maybe love is just about finding the person you can be your weird self with.”
“You can be a depressive and be happy, just as you can be a sober alcoholic. It doesn’t always have an obvious cause.”
Seriously, pick up this book now. You won’t regret it.
264 pages. Published in: 2016Read in Paperbackon 23rd-26th December 2019 -
Julie Murphy – Dumplin’

Before I read this, I’d watched it on Netflix, not realising it was based on a book. I thought the Netflix show was great, the cast was fantastic and the story was captivating. I’m happy (but not surprised) to say the book was even better – I read it in one sitting!
Willowdean Dickson is the daughter of a former small-town pageant queen. Despite never quite living up to the daughter that her mother had in mind (her mother nicknamed her dumplin because of the way she looks), Willowdean is perfectly happy with her life. She has an amazing best friend with whom she shares her love for Dolly Parton, and she loves herself.
That is, until she takes a job at the local fast food joint and meets a boy called Bo. She immediately likes him, and is shocked when he seems to like her back. But this starts her second guessing herself and her previous self-assurance disappears.
“But then there was the way Callie looked me up and down. Like I was some kind of abomination. The truth is that I’m mad I felt uncomfortable to begin with, because why should I? Why should I feel bad about wanting to get into a pool or standing around in my swimsuit? Why should I feel like I need to run in and out of the water so that no one has to see the atrocity that are my thighs?”
She decides to fight back by doing the scariest thing she can imagine, entering the beauty pageant that is judged by her (less than supportive) mother. To say it’s a shock to her mum is an understatement, but Willowdean is serious about entering, and ends up the ringleader of several other unlikely beauty queens.
I fell in love with Willowdean from the first page, her character was so relatable to me (although I’d never in a million years be brave enough to do what she did), and I was rooting for her from start to finish. I was a little cross with myself for watching the show on netflix first, as it took away my imagination for the characters and all I could see were the actors, but that’s not too much of a problem because as I said before, I loved the book from the very first page.
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Sophie Kinsella – I Owe You One

Fixie Farr has a reputation for always needing to fix things. Whether it’s just something out of place in her family shop, or something much bigger, she just can’t help herself. But most of the time, she ends up just causing more trouble by trying to make everything perfect.
When she saves a stranger’s laptop from imminent doom, he tells her he owes her one, and so begins a long line of favours back and forth between Seb and Fixie, some much bigger than others.
Unfortunately, although we can see that Seb would be a perfect partner for Fixie if she would just open her eyes, she’s blinded by her high school crush Ryan, who has just come back into her life and declared that he loves her. We can all see that he’s treating her like rubbish, but she’s been in love with him so long, she can’t see it. And with her need to fix everything, he’s like the perfect project.
Unfortunately, Ryan isn’t Fixie’s only problem. Her mum has had a health scare and left Fixie and her siblings in charge of the family shop, but it seems like only Fixie has the shop’s best interests at heart, her siblings have some rather wacky ideas that they’re determined to implement.
So as you can see, life isn’t straightforward for Fixie right now, but the path of true love never did run straight…
A fab book, just what I needed in my current reading rut, I was swept away in the story and captivated from beginning to end. I’d expect nothing else from Kinsella to be honest, she’s one of my favourite romance authors.
384 pages. Published in: 2019Read in Paperbackon 13th-14th December 2019 -
She Reads Truth – I Am: Statements of Our Savior

Another fabulous reading plan from She Reads Truth. This is one of their shorter ones at only 14 days, and takes us through the things that Jesus tells us that he is.
Beautifully laid out and giving space to just breathe in the Bible verses contained within, I found this to be one of my favourite plan books so far.
I loved the notes section at the end that was a bit more structured than some other plans – rather than just being a blank section, it asked questions like “What promise did Jesus give us?” and “What did it teach us?”, and then encouraged you to pray to the particular aspect of Jesus we’d just read about.
Looking forward to the next one now, but if you haven’t already read this plan, I’d strongly recommend it!
80 pages. Published in: 2019Read in Paperbackon 30th September – 13th October 2019 -
Michelle Elman – Am I Ugly?

I’ve been following Michelle on Instagram for quite a while (if you’re not following her, check her out, her feed is brill), and when I saw her book was reduced on Kindle, I had to buy it.
I love what Michelle has to say about body positivity and looking after your own mental health, and although I didn’t really know what the book was about, I knew it would be a good read.
I was completely shocked by the book, I had no idea all the things that the author has been through in her life. It would be easy for anyone who has gone through those things to feel sorry for themselves, but Michelle writes with such clarity and emotion that it felt like I was being taken along in her life story as she wrote it.
Attending a super competitive (and not at all nurturing school), Michelle would already be able to say she’d had a difficult upbringing, but if you then combine that with 15 surgeries and the complications that come with that, she’s nothing short of an inspiration.
Despite the myriad things that Michelle went through in her childhood, she writes with a humour and a warmth that shone from the pages of the book, and with her suffering of PTSD, this cannot have been easy to write.
Michelle rose to internet fame when a picture of her in a bikini went viral on the internet. Showing proudly her scars, she’s the definition of body confidence, and I an inspired by her daily. I’d recommend this book to anyone!
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Claire McGowan – What You Did

Not my usual kind of book, but I got this one for free through the Amazon First Reads program and it kept me going through a long couple of train journeys to London and back.
I say not my usual kind of book, I’ve read crime/thrillers before and I usually do find them quite enjoyable, but it’s not my first choice genre as I like to feel warm and snuggled in a book and thrillers usually set me on edge – not good when you’re about to go to sleep!
But despite the fact that it’s not my normal cup of tea, I did find myself a little disappointed by this one. When we finally figured out ‘whodunnit’, I was genuinely surprised. I’d had my own theories, but I was way off, as per usual.
Aside from the fact that I couldn’t figure out who the culprit was, I found the characters completely unrelateable and at points pretty unlikeable.
There are some pretty big issues covered in the book, rape and domestic abuse, cheating and violence, and I don’t really think that they were dealt with that sensitively to be honest. Rather than feeling sympathy for the victims, I just couldn’t stand them. Not quite thinking they deserved it, but I didn’t feel any empathy or emotional pull towards them. And when the story finally wrapped up, although I was surprised by the ending, I didn’t find any happiness or relief in that.
I’ve had mixed luck with the amazon first reads books, but for me, this one was definitely a dud.
282 pages. Published in: 2019Read in E-bookon 15th-18th September 2019
