Jennifer Niven – Holding Up The Universe

I LOVED this book so much! I was desperate to keep reading, but unfortunately I was back at work yesterday so I couldn’t devour it in one sitting as I had hoped – but I still read the whole thing in less than two days.

I don’t think I’ve identified with a character recently as much as I identified with Libby. Previously ‘America’s Fattest Teen’, she had to be cut out of her house and lifted out with a crane as she was too big to get out on her own (no – that’s not the bit I identified with, thank you very much).

But now that she’s lost half of her weight, she feels fabulous. It’s just that she’s still overweight, and all everyone else can see is ‘Fat Libby’, or ‘that girl who had to be cut out of her house’. She’s trying so hard to be optimistic and enjoy her life, but when people leave notes in her locker telling her ‘You’re not wanted’, it’s quite hard to keep her head up.

This quote really resonated with me (my emphasis):

“I know what you’re thinking – if you hate it so much and it’s such a burden, just lose the weight, and then that job will go away. But I’m comfortable where I am. I may lose more weight. I may not. But why should what I weight affect other people? I mean, unless I’m sitting on them, who cares?”

Why does it matter? Why are we so quick to judge people for their physical appearance? Especially when we don’t know the whole story. Libby is judged for being fat, but she’s been on a huge journey and she’s (literally) half the woman she used to be.

The other central character in this book is Jack. At first glimpse, he looks like the polar opposite of Libby – he’s good looking, outgoing, the life of the party. But when their lives collide in a rather unpleasant manner, she soon realises that he’s not as perfect as he might seem.

You see, Jack has Prosopagnosia, which means that he is unable to recognise people’s faces. If you’re standing in a crowd talking to him, and he turns around and then looks back, he won’t know who you are any more. He can’t recognise anyone, not his on/off girlfriend, not his best friend, not even his family.

He’s done a pretty good job concealing this so far, but it seems like his carefully erected web is slowly starting to pull away at the edges.

I love how Libby and Jack both grow throughout the book, and how their relationship grows naturally and it doesn’t seem like the obvious teen-romance. Due to their own problems, they’re both much wiser than their years, and Niven has crafted two beautifully deep, well-rounded and non-stereotyped characters that made me forget I was reading a book aimed at teenagers and just let me become lost in the story.

This it the second book by Jennifer Niven that I have absolutely adored – the first was All the Bright Places. I will definitely be following this author very closely!

My rating: 5/5Average rating: 3.97
388 pages. Published in: 2016
Read in Paperbackon 2nd-3rd January 2017

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